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Importance (Daphne/Pansy, NC-17)

Title: Importance
Pairing: Daphne/Pansy
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 800
Notes: written for the 2008 Femmeslash Porn Battle, prompt: Daphne/Pansy, unimportant
Summary: It's not as if any of this matters.

It’s not as if any of it really matters, not as if it’s of any importance to either of them. Pansy knows Draco’s down in the common room with a letter from his mother in his pocket (burning acid in his skin – he’s wincing and calling Goyle names to hide it, she can just see it now). The letter will say the arrangements have been made for the wedding, and a cold warning coated in faux motherly concern: “Make sure to keep an eye on her.” Keep her under your control, don’t let her do anything to disgrace us – make sure she does nothing to interrupt the plans.

That is what truly matters, what Draco has slipped into his pocket this morning, glancing at her over the breakfast table (looking a little nauseous and looking away as soon as she caught his eye, but she pretends not to have noticed that). That is what’s important, the fortune Draco will inherit, the name that will make her father smile at her again, the mansion, the walk-in closets the ballrooms the corridors so far apart she won’t hear her children crying at night. That’s where her future is, that’s what’s important.

This is not important, how Daphne is looking at her right now, pushing her up against the dormitory walls and pulling at her Slytherin tie. It doesn’t matter how Pansy’s body is throbbing, how her mouth is full of Daphne, of the name hiding in the roof of her mouth, of the tongue, of the heat passing between their bodies. Daphne is pressing her knee between Pansy’s leg, gently forcing them open and at the same time she’s tugging insistently at Pansy’s robe so her shoulders are freed – Pansy’s always overwhelmed at what Daphne can do at the same time: kiss her undress her drag one finger down her side cup her bum do everything that makes Pansy want to say STOP because it’s too much, it’s too fast and at the same time MORE because this is what she needs.

They almost never use the bed – only at night, when the other girls are asleep, but they almost never fuck during the night. Daphne steals her away from the common room and takes off her own clothes cockily in front of the window (and if Pansy’s lucky, the sun falls on her body then, doing something with her hair and her skin – it makes her come ten times faster) and then takes off Pansy’s, looking at her all the time. They fuck each other against the wall until their legs can’t support them anymore – and that’s when the bed is welcome, to curl up in soft linen and drape legs over hips and rest tired hands on pale breasts. But they’re not there yet now, Daphne is smiling against Pansy’s mouth as she slips her finger into Pansy’s cunt, feels her fingers drawn in by Pansy’s inner walls.

Pansy makes a sound – it’s not even meant to be a word, but Daphne understands and drops to her knees. She drags her tongue over Pansy’s clit as she pumps her fingers in and out. Pansy’s knees are buckling but Daphne is keeping her up (as she always does) and she manages to sling one of Pansy’s legs over her shoulder to get better access – and all the while she doesn’t lose contact (Pansy’s always overwhelmed at what Daphne can do at the same time). “Fuck,” Pansy moans, not sure how long she’ll be able to maintain this uncomfortable position before collapsing to the floor. Daphne fucks her with long, nimble fingers and sucks gently on her clit and it’s this confused, delicious jumble of overload, of too much too much that makes Pansy come mightily, shaking against Daphne’s mouth. She always comes silently, but her fingers leave red marks where she was pressing them into Daphne’s head. Daphne waits until she comes down to slowly pull out her fingers and then she looks up, lips shiny and eyes so full of something that it almost makes Pansy cry. She slides down the wall and pulls Daphne closer to her in a strange half-hug (and she’s not almost crying anymore, but truly so, so softly that no one but Daphne would notice).

“I have to –” she says, recalling that Daphne hasn’t come at all, but Daphne touches her lips and says: “You don’t have to anything.”

They crawl into bed. It occurs to Pansy that she hasn’t thought how unimportant this is for some while, but she does it again then: this isn’t important. (Then: she cries silently and Daphne kisses the skin right under her eyes, knowing what this is about. It’s how it always ends.)

It ends and Pansy goes to meet Draco for dinner.

Comments

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ashirashadow
Jun. 28th, 2008 12:14 pm (UTC)
Aw! Sad. :( But I like it.

Your use of ()'s reminds me of lolita_nova.
holyfant
Jun. 29th, 2008 11:32 am (UTC)
Really? Wow, that's quite the compliment, I'm a huge fan of what lolita_nova does :) Thanks for reading!
maz333
Jun. 28th, 2008 07:01 pm (UTC)
Oh, this is nice... Um, in a sad way. Very well done.
holyfant
Jun. 29th, 2008 11:32 am (UTC)
Thank you, glad you enjoyed!
la_dissonance
Jun. 28th, 2008 08:17 pm (UTC)
This was really good! Definitely one of the hottest femslash stories I've read in a while ^^ And Pansy and Daphne seem to just work so well together, which makes the whole thing that much sadder. Maybe...maybe they won't stop once Pansy gets married? I mean, if it's not important, then they might as well... ;)
holyfant
Jun. 29th, 2008 11:33 am (UTC)
I really hope they won't stop, it might be the only thing to keep them somewhat sane and happy. Very glad you enjoyed :) Thanks for reading!
scratches_i_am
Jun. 29th, 2008 03:07 pm (UTC)
poor pansy :( stupid Draco. he needs to have a one off with Potter so everyone will be happy :)
holyfant
Jun. 29th, 2008 09:09 pm (UTC)
Yeah, and then they should all team up on Narcissa and murder her quietly - nobody'll ever suspect! :D Thanks for reading!
woldy
Jul. 2nd, 2008 09:43 pm (UTC)
Angst, inevitability and understatement, which is one of my very favourite combinations. Plus lovely smut, which is hard to do in 800 words!
Any chance of a sequel? *is greedily optimistic*
holyfant
Jul. 3rd, 2008 08:55 am (UTC)
Thanks, glad you enjoyed :) I don't know about a sequel, I'm not sure what I could still do with this - but then again, never say never!
_kyri
Jul. 5th, 2008 04:36 am (UTC)
Oh, this is incredible. The premise is very believable, and the smut is fantastic. ♥
holyfant
Jul. 6th, 2008 06:46 pm (UTC)
Thank you very much :)
mickawber_fics
Jul. 6th, 2008 05:50 am (UTC)
Wonderful and sexy. Really, really sexy. Still... Poor Pansy.

:-)

Nicely done!
holyfant
Jul. 6th, 2008 06:47 pm (UTC)
Yay! *pets growing smut-writing confidence* Thanks for reading :)
sprawling_song
Jan. 10th, 2009 10:37 am (UTC)
Wow. I just love. So so much. This is the best kind of smut: short but oh so so so so sweet. A really sexy concept and a really flair-ful style. Big big win. <3
holyfant
Jan. 10th, 2009 01:35 pm (UTC)
Thank you! :)
mj_granger
Apr. 9th, 2009 03:58 am (UTC)
OMG! so sad and fantastic, i just found you today thanks to uber etc...would you mind if i flist you? i would love to keep track of your writing!
holyfant
Apr. 9th, 2009 02:01 pm (UTC)
Glad you liked it! Feel free to friend me for the fic, no problem :)
jailbaitjello
Feb. 15th, 2011 03:57 am (UTC)
Vulnerability always gets me, I think even more so than power fucks do. This was tragic in the most lovely way.
holyfant
Feb. 16th, 2011 09:51 am (UTC)
Thank you!
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